10.31.2009

Hate this Feeling

I'm surfing on the net...looking at people's pages and admiring their beauty. And then I look at myself and I'm one fat, ugly girl. I get jealous, frustrated, and become less confident every time. I hate this feeling. I really do. I wanna just shout because I don't really understand why I have this awful feeling deep down inside the pit of my stomach. I gotta just stop thinking about other people and focus on myself. Ughh.
Gonna go watch Moulin Rouge and then hopefully start on my essay and research for colleges. I need to lose weight too. Next week, I swear.

1 comment:

  1. You sound like me! I need to lose weight too, but its always ...yeah next week... Stop comparing yourself to others girly. It will do the mind no good. <3 xxx

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