Pissed and unsatisfied.

Stupid siblings. They said I could do whatever I want with the stupid slideshow and now they're telling me what to do. I don't give a fuck. Gosh, she was the one that said it was a bad idea too. I fucking hate it. I should've never volunteered to do it. I know they think I'm stupid and naive just because they still see me as a little kid. Fuck them. They're ideas are fucking corny and shit. They can't even tell from modern and fucking old! Well, I ain't gonna change my slideshow for no one. I'm doing what I like and they can make their own. Shit, I'm gonna ignore the emails and do the heck what I want. And stupid her didn't even send me the right videos. You know what, forget this shit. I fucking hate them. I'm not even looking towards the party. It's not like they're the "best parents" anyways. My family is fucking messed up. Filled with halfs, cheating, hatred. FUCKKKK! The only reason that we're even sane and together is because of our religion. Don't get me wrong, God is my everything. All I can do is rely on him and myself.

Okay, I don't feel as pissed as to what I've just written. I just needed to air things out of my mind for a bit and do some serious ranting.

Well, I finally got to watch Sad Vacation (somewhat) on Tudou. Wah, I love Kengo Kora. Just seeing him makes me so happy. Maybe that's why I'm not as pissed as I should be. Gah, I'm so bi-polar.